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nie nk citer pcl abah.........itew syg abah...bru skrng itew sedar....dlu itew benci abh coz abh skew kong2 n pkol2 itew dr kecik cmpai form 5....itew asik kene pkol jew....itew mang x rpat ngan abh...dlu wktu dok at jeli pon kdng2 abh blek cne jmp itew jew msti abh nk mrh2 n pkol jew...itew tkot cgt2 law 6pak abh dlu..biase la mse bdk2 an....mse itew drjah 6 lg la itew asik kene pkol jew coz upsr....mcm2 kene....law 6pak abh jew cm 6pak hantu...paz 2 itew ank sulung an...pew yg adk2 itew wt slah itew pon kene la mrh n pkol....owg ckp itew ank pompuan sowg untunglah mnje...pdhal x pon...itew cume mnje ngan tok ayah jew....ngan abh x penah....mse itew form 2...dew bdk nie anta msj n col2 jew...abh check fown itew k'btulan mse 2 bdk 2 anta msj mntax cpel...abh bce msj 2..teroz abh rmpas henset x bg itew pkai fown da..sok nye itew g public n col laki 2 say sorry..paz 2 adk itew g bgtaw abh itew...terok itew kene pkol wktu 2....hnye tuhan jew yg taw.....n dew ag mse form 3 kot itew ikut pkcik itew g kdai fown nk g amek fown itew rosak paz 2 blek2 jew abh itew blek keje mrh....itew smpai jew dpan pintu teroz abh tmpar itew t'jatuh kpale itew kene meje bengkak..paz 2 abh pkol lg....sdiy an idop itew....n taon nie lpaz result spm kua....itew an dpt 1a jew...abh kcewe abh target 5a..pade ary 2 itew lepak ngan kwn itew dpn umah ngan mama s'kali...abh tnye kwn itew dpt brape...kwn itew jwb la paz 2 abh cm rendah2 an itew la dpt 1a jew bdoh...kwn itew back up la itew...abh bengang....abh msok umah diam jew msam muke....sok nyew itew g tman kwn itew 2 g kdai..x cmpai 5 minit....blek2 jew abh da blek....n muke mrh cgt2...abh tnye itew g anew...itew ckp la g kdai tman kwn..paz 2 abh muke mrh jew..tem 2 mama n kwn jiran s'belah adew...itew nk msok umah mse 2 teroz abh tampar itew dgan kasut die tepat at muke n abh ckp itew kuang aja,,,,mse 2 itew ase hine cgt da la dpn owg at lua umah...lpaz 2 abh warning x bg b'kwn da ngan kwn itew 2...rmai owg 6pak...mse 2 itew nk lari dr umah da tp mama m'nagis2 m'rayu dkat itew,,,,itew ksian at mama n itew juz nagis n sbar jew...itew kurung lam blik tanpe mkn n minum.....itew x tegur abh da sjak 2....selang berapew ary tah itew pon x ngat....abh cm serbe slah kot...........tp sejak itew smbong blajar abh teruz b'ubah...itew jd rapat ngan abh....itew ase p'gorbanan abh tok family....abh wt sume 2 tok ngok itew b'jaye...xnk susa cm die.....itew paam npew abh kong2 itew....mgkin care abh cm 2....itew x slah an abh....tp smpai skrng itew x brani nk mntax apew2 at abh ag2 law nk kua or enjoy....tkot 2 msih dew.....wt mse nie idop kteowg agak susa...mslah k'wngan....dlu wktu abh senang duit abh abez sume at adk2 die....mcm2 abh bg....tp skrng bile abh mntax tlong sume lari...itew benci family abh....dowg jhat ngn abh....pdhal abh drah daging diowg sndiri,,,itew x paam dgn dowg 2 dew perasaan or x....owg kedah mang cm 2 kot....tp abh an wlau xdew wit or susa cmne pon tetap bg itew wit tiap mggu...wit blnje itew x ksah cgt coz itew s'lalu mntax at ma tok...arwah tok ayh amanah an ma tok anta duit at itew slame itew study...itew sdiy ngok abh cm 2....itew xtaw nk tlong cmne...itew nk wt part time abh x pnah nk bg....die xnk itew ase susa lngsong....itew nk wt part time gak tp t'pkse tipu abh coz itew x sggop nk tgok jew....ag pon itew nk cri p'galaman itew xnk manje an diri...itew dew tggungjwab....ceh2 poyo plak itew nie.....pdahal nk shopping...ngek jew....hahaha.....itew xnk ckp itew nk tlong family 9t x t'cmpai tkot manis d'mlot sja....hehe,,,mama pon asik bising jew coz itew cm x ksah...........fmily itew nie bkn nye susa tp t'lampau byk beban yg nk tggung cmnie la jd nye,,,huhuhu....
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